Secret Keeper, I’m Not

I am not a very good secret keeper. I mean…I can lie very well but keeping secrets is very hard. So, why is this even an issue?

A very close friend at work is pregnant. She isn’t ready for anyone else to know and I suspect the only reason I know is because I am managing a project she is working on. She is still very early (10 weeks) and had been trying for a while (IUI). She had a miscarriage 2 years ago at 24 weeks, losing her twins…so this is VERY big news.

It’s not that I want to be the one to tell her news but I am not quite sure I can keep it to myself. I know deep down that I am not going to tell anyone, else…told BozoBoy of course!

So, this is a true test for me. I am a terrible liar really…I am accomplished at withholding information. Although, I still can recall my mom saying “keep your business to yourself, you shouldn’t go around tell all your business.” I’ve gotten better over the years. I am better at holding most personal things in. I haven’t told anyone that I am in debt or other more embarrassing personal things. And yet, I still disclose more than I should at times.

So instead I am telling you, my internet audience…because no one at work knows about my site…and boy I plan to keep that secret.